this whole blogging everyday thing really isn't working for me. obviously.
last time i talked wedding stuff i was talking about how i kicked out a bridesmaid and i was waiting to hear if she got the message.
two days later, she finally replied to me on facebook.
i wasn't ready to hear what she had to say. long story short, she told me that she was jealous that i was getting married and i was making the wedding about me and rubbing it in her face.
i honestly didn't know what to say about that. because i was trying to be the least bridezilla-y person i could be.
she then went on to tell me some other things i am not comfortable with sharing. with all of my experience with depression and mental unstabilities, let's just say that i ran out of my class i was in and telephoned her. she continued to ignore me and deleted me off facebook.
i felt like such a bitch, but what was i supposed to do? have someone who i thought was happy for me stand up during my wedding day when in all reality she was jealous that i was getting married?
it made me feel like absolute $#&*. i had been engaged for four (almost five years) i think it's about time i actually get to say "i do."
oh well. she wants to be out of my life, i guess she is.
on the happy front, i replaced her with my cousin, brooke, who was absolutely thrilled to step in. she already wants to get a jump on diy and other bridesmaid-y things.
so the next question is...do i invite the bridesmaid who i kicked out to the wedding?
did you have problems with your wedding party?